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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

the funeral of my rose


.....suddenly I noticed the rose I had left beside my suitcase after finished packing.

Its hardly accept that this is maybe the very last rose you gave to me.

This beautiful,red rose has now transformed into a black,stiff thorny twig.
I hold it in my hands for a few moments, and a tear rolls down my cheek.

I know,it was all my faults.
I did the stupid things that I already know you would never ever forgive.
Though its hardly for me,but I realize I have done the right thing even I know sorry doesn't work for you.
Although I didn't get the response I had hoped for, I have learned an invaluable lesson:
You cannot make someone love you again,You can only learn how to letting them go...

Sunday, December 13, 2009

failed.


i have black hair, dark brown eyes, and tan skin. i'm also very into fashion and wear a lot of makeup and spend a lot of money on clothes, heels, bags, etc. i'm an intelligent girl and i don't consider myself shallow.

i have a college degree and have a thousand dreams inside my mind.i love romance but i dunno how to act and treat someone romantically. i know i cant cook,lack of skills in what women should be prepared for their future means life after marriage.

im too selfish.when we argued,i always never get the point and when my turn come to explain the reason why,i become pointless.you expected me to become strong when you are weak and conversely.but i just cant,i try my best but every single effort i try to show you,it seems like you never ever ever accept and everything becomes nothing....so I NEVER EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH for you!and I know how it feels,It really hurts when you expected so much more from the person you once loved so much.Im just no good for you....

The same dreams,plans and our point of view about the future are already vanish in a second...and I just cant catch it.From the very last we argued,I always try my best to fight for this love but again I just cant.U keep telling me that you are tired,felt crumble and cant believe every single words i say to you anymore.I cant do anything to save our relation but dont ever think that I never try.I dont surrender...but sorry I just cant.


I believe that you are the very last page in my "love story"book,and I swear its not that easy to forget many things we've shared.Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm living, pretending that everything is gonna be okay. and I wish I could pass this test and I just want one day to go by where I'm not pretending I'm happy!


I am everything you want; I am everything you need; I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be. I say all the right things, at exactly the right time, but I mean nothing to you and I don't know why?

Remember this...I will never ever regret loving you, only believing you loved me too.

And hopes SORRY does work for you this time........

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

i envy your sunflower


This is the answer to my favorite paparazzi:

I would definitely go with you if we rolled down streets of fire

I would hold on to you tighter as the summer sun got higher
If we roll from town to town and never shut it down

I would surely go with you if we were lost in fields of clover,or maybe sunflowers??
Would we walk even closer until the trip was over
And would it be okay if you didn't know the way

If you gave me your hand,I would take it
And makes you the happiest man in the world
If you told me your heart couldn't beat one more minute without me,boy
I would accompany you to the edge of the sea
Let me know if you're really a dream
I love you so, so I would go with you

yeahh..I would go with you if we rode the clouds together
I couldn't not look down forever
If I was lighter than a feather
Oh, and if you set me free, Then I would still go with you

If you gave me your hand,I would take it
And makes you the happiest man in the world
If you told me your heart couldn't beat one more minute without me,boy..yes I know it!

I would accompany you to the edge of the sea
Help you tie up the ends of a dream
You always gotta know, I would go with you
I love you so, so then I say back to you now...would you go with me????

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

strawberries-chocolate-YOU


Like strawberries and chocolate.My heart and soul craves for you.No matter how long we’re together.I can’t get enough of you
We were meant to be together.It was destined for all time.Two hearts entwined forever
In loves splendor to reside.
Just as the strawberry needs the chocolate.I’ll always need your love.So we’ll take the dip together.Into our forever love.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Please don't go after coming in my life

Monday, October 19, 2009

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet isnt it?????

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

deal with it


Before you say those 3 words,make sure that you mean them, ask yourself:
Would I give my life for this person??????

Thursday, October 1, 2009

nisha loves dilla loves nina




To me both of you are an angle in disguise.
Full of intuition, intelligent and wise.
Always giving and helping through good times and bad times.
You are the best friends I've ever had.

If I had one wish it would surely be
to give you as much you've given me

Though I've put our relationship through some cloudy days,
you've been my sunshine in so many ways.
Though trials and tests, right by me you stood,
and gave me your hand whenever you could.

Thank you so much my sisters, my friends

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

heart this.

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

.bad habit.

You're like my first bad habit
I can't live without it
You're the worst, you're the best
I can't give you up, give you up
And even though you're trouble
I come back for double
I can't say enough is enough
I'm a part of you, you're a part of me
And I know it's wrong but I can't get free
You're like my first bad habit
How am I gonna give you up?


Monday, September 28, 2009

sugar love flowers.poem and romantic things since now and then.



flowers.poem.confession in front of the museum at night...since that night and forever.sugar loves romantic things.

shock.amazed.surprised.touched..everything i cannot explain.

i truly thanks to you for all these.

for brings my smile back.my desire to fall again.facing up to to love someone.


Love always,

Sunday, September 13, 2009

my big C.R.U.S.H


He may not be the most attractive, he may not say all the right words, but when you see him, you know he's the one that can make you smile, laugh, and cry all at the same time...


I heart my photographer anyways!!!
**kisskiss

Fallin For You

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But i’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Thursday, September 3, 2009

not into L


Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life .... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like maybe we should just be friends or how very perceptive turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination; not just in the mind, it's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love....

Friday, August 14, 2009

When Gemini meets Gemini

Forget everything....

I love this gadget...I love it!

This super cute thing have to be mine!

What about my graduation's present???

Think about it...

:)

my dream is to fly...


Just had a lil chit chat with daddy's bestfriend about my dream.He tried his best to fulfill it, he promise me.
At that time, to be honest...I was really excited and I cant wait my biggest dream to work overseas,exactly in dubai will come true,someday!
I really wanna go dad..yes I really wanna go!

But then...when I see this picture.damn!my heart beating so fast,and tearssssssss!aghhh...I cant leave them.seriously, I love them...
What should I do?Can somebody answers me???
Should i go or should i stay????

Monday, July 13, 2009

I have some friends




I have some friends,
whom I hold dear.
Without them,
I'd have nothing to hold near.

My friends will always be there for me.
I know that because, I have nothing to fear.
I always seem to think at night,
of what life would be like without them here.

It's a scary thing to think about.
not having no one to care.
I dont know what I would do,
because friendship is very rare.

I'm glad I found the time to write,
this poem I wrote this year.
I just hope you think of me,
'cuz this is so sincere.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

3 for 3



3 for 3 meanssss...
3 gifts from Nishu for Rajjy on their 3 months anniversary!
distance.missing you.messaging.phoning.hugging.kissing....everything!
from now and then.....i will still falling for you!

i heart you rajjy..

Thursday, June 18, 2009

why you???

From time to time you ask me why I chose you?
What is so special about you? Well, the reason is simple...
I chose you because you are YOU!!! I have never had anyone treat me the way you do. I have never had anyone just look at me and make me feel beautiful.
You
do that to me! You make me feel special and wanted.
As liberal as I can be, I would never do anything to hurt you.
You mean more to me than you realize.
I am hoping that one day I can prove all of this to you! I want you for you!


Love Always,

Nish

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Is this really the one?


After I had a long chat with my bf's friend and also a short chit chat with CC..I think I need to post this!

Whether or not your partner is right for you is one of the most important decisions of your life. Your entire future depends on these choices so how can you be sure you have the picked the right one?

Well, the first thing you need to do is honestly ask yourself is why you love or are with your partner? You would be surprised at the answers you hear when you ask that same question to your friends.

The wrong answers to that question include the following:

Because they love me. It's better than being alone. I don't want to hurt them. Because I am not sure I would find someone better.

These answers indicate a relationship built upon fear, insecurity and pity.

There are good matches out there, but if there are too many ifs, ands or buts then sooner or later the relationship will fail. Now that doesn't mean you will break up, you could stay together for the rest of your lives and still fail as a couple.

So the question still remains, how do you choose the right partner?

Obviously you are going to choose a partner that you are physically attracted to. Apart from that aspect, there are a few important areas you should look at:

Communication Level
When you talk to them, are they on the same level as you? How long does it take them to answer your question? Do you get bored because they answer everything else under the sun rather than the question you asked or do you enjoy the tangents they take you on?

Do they speak very slowly compared to you? Do they understand you when you speak? Can you really talk to them about absolutely anything?

This may not seem important now but could you imagine living with someone for the next 50 - 70 years that can never answer a direct question, frustrates you to no end by their speed of communication and just doesn't get it when are trying to explain something to them?

Common Interests
This is really a given. You have to have something in common with them to be able to be with them. Otherwise you will have nothing to talk about and nothing to do together. Yes, physically you may have great "S", but how far can that really take you? When two people have different interests, one person usually ends up sacrificing their desires for the other person... or you end up living completely separate lives.

Ambitions
Do you both want the same things in life or are they going to hold you back? Are they willing to let you have that career you have always wanted. Even if it means working long hours plus going to school at night?

Ethics Level
Do they have the same values as you? Would they feel totally OK doing something that you would have strong objections to or vice versa? Do you have the same beliefs on major issues such as religion, prejudice, raising children etc? If not, is this something that will become a problem in the future?

Grooming and Cleanliness
Are they a slob and you the type of person that likes to keep the house immaculate? Do you take the same level of care of your appearance?

There is a lot of false information about relationships out there. One of the biggest lies is that opposites attract. That is really just a myth. Now a lot of the things I have listed above do come down to personal choice. It comes down to what you are and are not willing to accept. Just because you have fallen in love with someone does not mean that they are the right one for you. The number of people in physically abusive relationships should be testament enough to that. One thing is for sure. Do not settle for something less than you want because you are scared of hurting them, being alone or you feel this might be the best you can get. You never know what you might have missed that was right around the corner. Settling is always settling, no matter what way you look at it. By doing so, you will be left with a lifetime of "what ifs".

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Sign that its L!

You’ve got butterflies, good conversation, but sometimes it can be difficult to be sure if it’s love. How do you decipher whether the feeling in the pit of your stomach is the nervous quivering of anticipation or yesterday's lunch? Luckily, I know that “fools in love” are easy to spot. Here are some tell-tale signs that it just be might be love, love, love.

You are best friends. You laugh with them more than anyone else. The feelings of anticipation, passion, and connection are mutual. You remember little things about each other like their favorite foods, the places they want to visit and why, their views on everything from politics to fashion, and what they love about their closest buddies, but is it enough? Take a look at these signs to be sure.

What he’ll do:

  • Put you on his “A” list (pay attention -- You'll know if you're not on it)
  • Introduce you to his family
  • Make plans for the future (near and far)
  • Do things outside of his “box” with you
  • Share his secrets and his dreams for the future with you
  • Worry about impressing your friends
  • Come right over when you ask him to
  • Try to do things that comfort you or relieve some of your stress (like surprise you with dinner on a night you are working, rub your feet, or ask about your day)
  • Appreciate and reciprocate your feelings and your actions like giving you a massage after he gets one from you, doing the dishes after dinner, or sending you a gift

What she’ll do:

  • Share her embarrassing moments and fantasies with you
  • Little things all throughout the day that let you know she’s thinking about you
  • Fantasize about her life with you, getting married, having kids, growing old, traveling the world, etc.
  • Tease you
  • Hang out with your mother or talk to her on the phone
  • Appreciate and reciprocate your feelings and your actions, like offering to pay for dinner, getting tickets to a game or event she knows you’ll love, or cooking for you
  • Ask questions about your life -- past, present, and future
  • Flirt with you

How you’ll feel:

  • Excited, yet relaxed
  • Vulnerable, yet strong
  • Comfortable enough to be yourself in front of them
  • Like you want to include them in everything (but you won't desert your usual crowd to be in a relationship with them)
  • You’ll miss them when they’re not around
  • You can’t wait to see them, talk to them, play with them, and kiss them
  • You’ll find yourself wanting to make plans to have them all to yourself
  • You’ll have urges to do romantic things (maybe on the verge of stalker-like things) that you never thought you’d never do

Signs that it’s not love:

  • They blow you off or cancel dates
  • Talking about commitment makes either of you uneasy or nervous
  • Either of you are seeing other people
  • Things are moving too quickly for one of you
  • You find your partner lacking when compared to other people
  • You watch a love scene in a movie or hear a love song and you feel a strong longing or desire for what you don’t have

Monday, June 1, 2009

My super 22nd birthday party



31st May 2009 @ Kalyana's Residence

Thanks Raj, for everything you gave on my birthday.
That was really wonderful.
You such an amazing crazy liar tricky person ever.
You completely changed my mood as well...I thought it was gonna be the worst bday ever, but then after all, yeah guess u know the answer how amazed I am at that time.
I was become the luckiest person ever, on my special nite..all my beloved are around me..you,my BBG's,my frens,my sister and my big bro.
Thanks for all raj,I really appreciate your priceless efforts (though i knoe tat facebook really helped you on this).
Thanks for the gifts, what a gorgeous waterfall picture,magnificent figurine titanic and the latest one...im still waiting.oh ya,this one also...my biggest guilty pleasure!strawberry cheese cake(yess..finally u also like it,especially with the strawberries)
Many thanks to you raj,my BBG's,my frens,my sister and my big bro......

Love Always,

Monday, May 25, 2009

Why The Grass Is Always Greener On The Other Side


Guys....have you ever met the situation where you kept thinking that there are better opportunities out there compared to your current one you are having? Take an example, you have a girlfriend/boyfriend and the thought of settling down always make you feel uneasy because you think that there are better girls/guys out there. This is the syndrome when one is always looking at the other side of the grass and think that the grass is greener on the other side and is also what I call the “greener grass” syndrome.

Why are we like this?

Uncertainty and curiosity plays a big part in creating the “greener grass” syndrome. It is because we are uncertain of whether what we are holding onto now is the best for us and whether are there any better alternatives out there. This uncertainty cause us to keep looking into alternatives and sometime it is doing us more harm than good because consistently looking out for the “greener grass” will sap us of our energy and attention and ultimately what we get will be an angry partner.

Human are also curious by nature and we love new things. We mostly prefer new over old because new things intrigue us and our curiosity will keep prompting us to explore the other side of the grass. These are the 2 factors that cause us to feel unsatisfied with what we have and always harboring the thought of finding the greener grass at the opposite side.

The Bad

So what is so bad about having the “greener grass” syndrome? If you have this syndrome, chances are you are missing out lots of things you currently have now. When we are always focusing on other opportunities, sometime we tend to squander the opportunity right in front of us.

There are lots of great people out there in world who can be your potential partner and sometime the best partner for you is just right in front of you but you did not put in enough effort in developing the relationship because you are spending your energy on searching for other people who seems to be better than the relationship you are having currently.

The Truth

The grass is always greener on the other side, AND the other side is always greener no matter which side you are. Have you seen some of your friends changing their girlfriend or boyfriend frequently because they say that their current boyfriend/girlfriend is just not good enough and there are better options out there. No matter how many times they change their partner, they are still not be satisfied and they will go off again searching for their “greener grass”.

Even when they have a 100% nice guy/girl as their partner, they will forsake the 100% nice guy/girl and search for someone who is 101% nice. Their life will be just running around in circles because once they found the 101%, they will want a 102% and so on and on.

How To Cure The “Greener Grass” Syndrome

The first thing to do is to acknowledge that your current partner is your best partner for you right now. Stay in the present and do not think about the hunks/babes out there who may be better than your current partner. By choosing to stay in the present, we can help to bring ourselves back from the future and preventing to have the thoughts of “what if there are better people out there” or “what if he/she is not for me” and etc.

Always apply your best effort in your current relationship. I had saw friends saying that their relationship can’t work out but from a third party point of view, what I am seeing is actually they are not putting enough effort into the relationship. So what make them think that the relationship is going to work when the effort on his part is negligible.

Last but not least, always remember that the grass is always greener on the other side, no matter which side you are at. Choose a side, stick to it and make the best out of it.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

flowery




Love her design....
Thanks for your super nice design, Dorothy Perkins.

What Is Happening-Alphabeat

Saturday, May 23, 2009

The guy who love you

The guy who love you, can't tell you the reason why he love you. he only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one

The guy who love you, actually always make you mad, but he do never know what stupid thing did he done, as everything he done, is for your own good.

The guy who love you, seldom praise you , but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it,

The guy who love you, will scold or complaint if you didn't reply his message but others, because he cares.

The guy who love you , Only drop his tears in front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart , the heart which beat for you.

The guy who love you , will remember every word u said , even its accidentally. and he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who love you, will not give any promise that easily, because they don't want to break the promise, they want you to believe him and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he want to give u the best life in the future, he want to give you a surprise, believe him that he can do it.

The guy who love you, maybe can't remember special occasion like somekind of anniversary, but , he do know that, every second he live, he's loving you, no matter what day is today

The guy who love you, won't said " i love you" that easily, because everything he done for you is showing that he love you already, but only he will tell the word at the special situation, because he doesn't wan u to misunderstand, he want u to know that he love you.

The guy who really love you, will feel that, sometimes, something have to tell for only once, because he thought that u might already understand him, if talk so much, he will feel that there's nothing you will cherish.

The guy who love you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. but he will carry your luggage and ask you " why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere
heart.

The guy who love you, will listen quietly to you, when you are mad, and when you finished, he will said, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier . with smile.

The guy who love you, don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will sent a message to you after few hours, if you ask him why he call that late, he will said, when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works.

The guys who love you, always call you little girl, but everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who love you, don't like little toy like teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you gift him at his bed.

The guy who love you, while quarreling, he will apologize uncontrollably, although you are the one who's wrong, and later, he will sent a message to you with " baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it yourself "

The guy who love you, while really miss you, he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you stupidly under your apartment.but he never knows , what he bought is daisy, but doesn't matter, because in his heart, that's roses.

The guy who love you, seldom said sweet words, but you know, his kisses already transfer his all passion to you.

The guy who love you , if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

Monday, May 18, 2009

i miss you,baby girls


it's nisholic project

*another surprising project wait....

30 girl’s weird characteristics!!!

Each and everyone of us have a different depiction of love.Which means we define love differently. Believe it or not, even though love is defined in many terms and words, but when girls fall in love, their characteristics are all the same. It will not happen to only a single girl, but it appears in all of them. It appears in an accountant. It appears in a secretary.It appears in a stewardess and so on.If we look closer into girls, yes we could see what they desire.Want to know more? Then keep reading this post. This could be the finest guide for men to handle love.

The 30 characteristics:

1. When a girl says that she is sad, but she didn’t cry, it means that she is crying in her heart. Maybe something is bothering her, or either an unfortunate event have occurred recently, which makes her movement prohibited and not energetic.

2.When the girl you love ignore you ,after you have broken her heart, it is advisable for you to give her some time and space, to calm herself down, before you could actually apologize to her.

3.A girl would find, a difficulty, in identifying weaknesses on the person she loves the most. No wonder girls are tend to be broken hearted than men, when their love go to a dead end. A girl is more to feel guilty towards herself.

4. When a girl, have fallen in love with a man, believe it or not, that particular man will be on the girl’s mind all the time ,even though she’s dating another guy.

5.A girl’s heart , will melt like a chocolate, when the man she loves, stare at her.

6.Each girl like to accept compliments, but they do not know how to accept one.

7.If you don’t like the girl who admire you like hell, reject her smoothly. Don’t be rude. When a girl have decided to do something, she will go for it. Its easier for girls to be frustrated and commit suicide.

8.When a girl starts to avoid you ,after you have rejected her ,it is advisable for you to leave her alone for quite a while. Next, if you want her to still be your friend, and not to lose the common touch of communication, try talking to her slowly.

9. Girls like to express what they feel. Music, poems, drawings, and writings are the easiest way for them to express their feelings.

10.Don’t ever say to a girl, that she is useless.

11. Being too serious, could kill the girl’s mood.

12.When at first the man she loved responded positively, for instance by giving her a call, the girl will sort of ignore, or will not show any interest towards it. But, abruptly after her beloved hang off the line, the girl will shout with joy, and in a few minutes, all her friends will now about that news.

13.A smile has 1000 meanings to a girl. So don’t smile to every girl you met.

14. If you like a girl, then start the relationship by first being friends . Then, you need to lead her to know you better.Don’t move blindly to a proposal.

“Perhaps you should take her window shopping for rings first. If she is up for that, you will have to make sure that she has an interest in marriage.Marriage should be discussed before the proposal.Don’t move blindly into a marriage proposal!!!!!”- Jae Annes

15.If a girl give you excuses ,each time you ask her to go for a date,then leave her, because she is not interested in you.

16. Don’t ever predict what a girl feels. Ask her yourself!

17. After a girl have fallen in love with a man, she will always be wandering why she never met that man earlier.

18.If you are still searching for the most romantic method to seduce a girl, then you need to browse love books more frequent.

19.Each time the class picture is out or published, the first thing which the girl will look at, is at the person who sat beside her sweetheart during the photography session, then after that she will look at her own picture.

20. Her Ex boyfriend will always be on her mind, but the man she loves now, will always be in her heart.

21. A ‘hi’ is enough to cheer a girl’s day.

22. Only her best friend, will know what she feels and what she have been facing all along. She will be sharing most of her secrets, with her best friend.

23.A girl hate the man who pretend to be nice to her the most, in purpose to actually tackle her prettiest friend.

24. A girl consider love, as loyalty, caring, sincere, and eternal happiness without any argument.

25. Every girl wants a man, who loves her with a full heart.

26.A girl’s secret weapon is tears.

27.A girl loves, when a man give her a surprise.(presents,flowers, greeting cards.)

28.A girl will easily fall in love, with the man who cares about her.

29. Its actually easy to get a girl’s heart, because what they want, is the feeling of being loved, and the feeling of being cared.

There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.- George Sand -

30. Women, even though they are egoistic, or like hell rich, but they will always fall apart with a man’s love.

Its not easy to actually understand girls. They are very complicated, and they are totally very sensitive. GIRLS ARE UNPREDICTABLE. So, can you judge women by its cover? Women will be women.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

I WANT THE WATER GLOBE SO BAD..

The most gorgeous waterglobe ever!
I've been looking for that beautiful thing ever in my whole life...
This gorgeous thing have to be mine!!!!
I dunno when,but surely i will get it someday.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

As we grow older together
As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.

perfectly wonderful


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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

I hate that i dont hate you

I hate that I cant control my feelings for you
I have that I fell for you
I hate that your smile haunts
I hate that I can't be angry with you
I hate that I'm upset
I hate that I wasn't enough
I hate that I couldn't make you happy
I hate that I don't hate you
I hate that your laugh is gone
I hate your gentle kisses
I hate that I can't stop crying
I hate that life goes on
I hate so many things but the one
I hate the most
I hate that I love you
I hate I would die for you
I hate I'll never get over you
I hate myself for not hating you

Saturday, May 9, 2009

I HATE DESIGN


DESIGN??oh GOD...I Hate Design!!!
Pertama kali dapet subject tentang design itu di 3rd semester: COMPUTER WORKSHOP.
what the hell dapet subject yang sebegini anehnya.suruh bikin logo ini,gambar itu.pusing!!
dapet lecturer juga sangat ga enak,bapak nya pasrah banget.yaudah..kerjaannya tiap ada subject itu,aku pasti melarikan diri!Jarang masuk lah intinya..well,sampe mid test pun i got 34!! The most horrible score i ever got selama di London School!Sempet mikir dulu kalo pasti ga bakal pass deh di final nanti..karena emang ga bisa design sama skali!then,deket-deket mau final exam.Entah setan apa yang masuk,tiba-tiba kepikiran buat belajar design.Tapiiiii tetep aja stuck dengan photoshop yang buta sama sekali..mau diapain juga ga bisa!Lari deh ke gramedia,cari buku tentang photoshop or wateva lah yang related sama design.YESS!dapet..Thanks to "Panduan Lengkap Memakai Adobe Photoshop CS2".This book was superb!sangat membantu manusia yang hopeless ini menyelesaikan final examnya dengan nilai 98!!Wooooooooohoooo....
Akhirnya..setelah mulai mulai ngerti,paham,jelas.ada niat buat mulai ngutak ngatik semua tools di photoshop...dan VOILA!!satu persatu project jadi..dan THANKS GOD.
Im SATTISFIED!!
Jadi sekarang kan...aku ga jadi calon PR yang standart skali tanpa skills kalo graduate ntar...ya,untungnya ada lah,dikit-dikit bisa design!hehee...now I'm starting to love design.the title must be I LOVE DESIGN TO THE MAX!!

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Friday, May 8, 2009

Loh..kok mirip ya???

This is the most embarrassing moment ever!!
Kenapa ya orang-orang sering banget bilang "aduuh..kamu mirip yah sama Nafa!".HELL NO!
Apa sih yang bikin mereka ngomong gitu???kok aku ngerasa sama sekali nggak. Yang paling bikin sebel adalah...farra,feroz,mirza(they all were the pioneers) selalu,selalu and selalu bilang kalo KAMU MIRIP NAFAAAA!!
Ooogh,sebal!
Sering aku ketemu orang-orang(wherever I go) dan mereka bilang...ok,here's the story from few peeps,lemme share with you guys.
1. Ibu-ibu di Rs.Pertamina (dia ini temen sekamarnya Ibu ku waktu sakit)...dia ngeliatiiin aku dari atas sampe bawah,dari belakang ke depan.Dia bilang "Ih..kamu mirip Nafa Urbach ya...pantesan dari tadi tante liatin kamu,ternyata mirip loh!!"
2. Mbak-mbak di Pasar Baru Bandung,Tanah Abang, Cempaka Mas,Mas-mas Cold Stone Plaza Senayan,etc..bilang"eh..kamu mirip siapa yah????kayak pernah liat deh mbak...mirip Nafa ih..."
3. The stupid innocent handsome guy di Busway,let say Mr.X..."Hi..kayaknya aku sering liat kamu deh,dimana ya???aku jawab "ah..tapi aku nggak pernah liat kamu tuh!". Mr X: "Iya..aku kayaknya familiar yah sama kamu..suka ikut2 iklan gitu nggak sih?.Nish: iklan apa ya mas..nggak kok.saya sering beredar di mall iya..heeee(innocent guiltness smile mode:on).Mr X: Ooooh...(dia mikir gitu).Aku pikir emang dia pernah liat aku di mall mana gitu kan???!ternyata u knoe what he said??Mr X: "Kamu mirip Nafa Urbach tau...mirip banget.adik nya ya???? DAMNNNNN!huh,gila ni orang...ilang deh feeling ku setelah dia ngomong gitu..nggak ada Ok Ok nya sama sekali.masa dibilang mirip Nafa???darimana???
4. Last but not least but very shocking...One day,it was almost 4 or 6 months ago...lagi jalan ke ITC Permata Hijau,mau arah ke Toilet. Aku liat-liatan sama orang,berjarak cuma 5 meter.Dia ngeliatin dari atas ke bawah,belakang depan(perfectly like ibu ibu pertamina's case).Dia bengong gitu..then aku juga melakukan hal yang sama...OH NO!She was NAFA URBACH.....aneh sekali dia ngeliatnya.ada yang salah dengan ku???My sist said"Nish...dia ngeliatin lo tuh,karena wahhh ada kembaran gue and kenapa ada disini yahhhhh???".
5......etc(there's a lot of stories from people that neva eva see me as me,as NISHA!always and always said NAFA,NAFA)
Bingung ya..kenapa sih orang selalu ngomong in hal itu...jelas jelas beda lah NAFA dengan NISHA.
darimana coba samanya??well,ok i know that katanya kita punya istilahnya "kembaran" 7 orang di dunia ini...but please.kenapa harus NAFAAAA????

The point I would like to say is just Nisha is Nisha,Nafa is Nafa.
Simple kan??beda!!So,buat farra,feroz,mirza,cousins....please...capek dibilang mirip Nafa.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

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