I hate that i dont hate you

I hate that I cant control my feelings for you
I have that I fell for you
I hate that your smile haunts
I hate that I can't be angry with you
I hate that I'm upset
I hate that I wasn't enough
I hate that I couldn't make you happy
I hate that I don't hate you
I hate that your laugh is gone
I hate your gentle kisses
I hate that I can't stop crying
I hate that life goes on
I hate so many things but the one
I hate the most
I hate that I love you
I hate I would die for you
I hate I'll never get over you
I hate myself for not hating you