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Sunday, December 13, 2009

failed.


i have black hair, dark brown eyes, and tan skin. i'm also very into fashion and wear a lot of makeup and spend a lot of money on clothes, heels, bags, etc. i'm an intelligent girl and i don't consider myself shallow.

i have a college degree and have a thousand dreams inside my mind.i love romance but i dunno how to act and treat someone romantically. i know i cant cook,lack of skills in what women should be prepared for their future means life after marriage.

im too selfish.when we argued,i always never get the point and when my turn come to explain the reason why,i become pointless.you expected me to become strong when you are weak and conversely.but i just cant,i try my best but every single effort i try to show you,it seems like you never ever ever accept and everything becomes nothing....so I NEVER EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH for you!and I know how it feels,It really hurts when you expected so much more from the person you once loved so much.Im just no good for you....

The same dreams,plans and our point of view about the future are already vanish in a second...and I just cant catch it.From the very last we argued,I always try my best to fight for this love but again I just cant.U keep telling me that you are tired,felt crumble and cant believe every single words i say to you anymore.I cant do anything to save our relation but dont ever think that I never try.I dont surrender...but sorry I just cant.


I believe that you are the very last page in my "love story"book,and I swear its not that easy to forget many things we've shared.Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm living, pretending that everything is gonna be okay. and I wish I could pass this test and I just want one day to go by where I'm not pretending I'm happy!


I am everything you want; I am everything you need; I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be. I say all the right things, at exactly the right time, but I mean nothing to you and I don't know why?

Remember this...I will never ever regret loving you, only believing you loved me too.

And hopes SORRY does work for you this time........

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